John Deacon’s Withdrawal from the Spotlight
Queen’s bassist John Deacon quietly walked away from the band in 1997, six years after Freddie Mercury’s death. Fans often wondered what pushed him to call it quits, leaving the stage and nearly all public life behind. Now, for the first time in ages, Brian May is laying it all out. According to May, the loss of Mercury—the band’s heart and unmistakable voice—left Deacon completely shaken. Watching Queen without Freddie just didn’t feel right for him. His final bow came in Paris, 1997, and even then, Deacon seemed tense, chain-smoking nervously. As May puts it, after that night, Deacon simply “could never do this again.”
Deacon’s retreat wasn’t about a lack of passion. Instead, it was a personal response to tragedy—a decision that stuck as the band tried to move forward without their frontman. Since that last appearance, Deacon hasn’t joined the band for tours, recordings, or public events, determined to hold onto his privacy and keep his family at the center of his life.

Still Calling the Shots Behind the Scenes
It’s easy to assume that Deacon’s absence means he’s completely disconnected from Queen. That’s not the reality, though. Brian May insists Deacon’s influence is very much alive. In fact, Deacon actually gets a sort of veto power—he has a straightforward “yes” or “no” say on all the really big Queen projects. For example, when Queen was approached about the Bohemian Rhapsody film, Deacon wasn’t just notified—his input was essential. The same goes for new albums, like 2024’s Queen I, and even major deals like the group’s partnership with Sony Music.
So while May and drummer Roger Taylor are the faces out front, they never forget about Deacon’s unique insight. When they need to make a call on something major, they think: What would John say? Most times, the bassist will respond with a quiet but firm “no,” making clear he’s not interested in returning, despite several offers for major Queen reunions. May gets it. Re-entering the full-force world of Queen would be overwhelming for Deacon now, and that’s not a step he wants to take. His preference for staying home with family—and avoiding pressures of celebrity—is something May deeply respects.
Yet, to call Deacon a former member would be misleading. His creative shadow looms large. He penned some of Queen's biggest anthems, including "Another One Bites the Dust" and "You're My Best Friend." Beyond songwriting, he even built the Deacy Amp—an invention that helped shape the band's signature sound in the studio. According to May, Deacon’s fingerprints are all over Queen’s legacy, and nothing about that has changed just because he’s out of the public eye.
Queen’s journey may look different without Deacon on stage, but behind the scenes, his voice still matters. For Brian May, it’s simple: John Deacon is part of Queen today, just as he always has been. Even if the spotlight’s moved on, the music never left him behind.